First of all, I cannot seem to keep myself away from the things that's been bothering me. When these things are supposed to help me, in a certain way, to get closer to God. For some reason, I have doubts in myself. I will fight until the end, using His strength and power. I will not let my eyes stray away from God. (Sounds like Peter, "I will never leave You, my Lord.") Heh. Struggles are good for you. They make you grow stronger and taller!! (You can also replace "struggles" with "vegetables" or "milk".) Some kids, even some adults, don't like to eat their veggies. They know it's good for them, and very important for the body, but they still choose not to eat it. I love it when I'm totally confused of what I'm doing, or who I am, for a moment, I can come right out from it because of the "truth" that lives in me. It's so important to have your daily bread, peeps. Yet, am I doing it? Not really. I should and I must.
Second of all, from looking at my surroundings, I find that I am a very blessed kid. The Lord has been kind to me. I am so very glad that I get to know my Creator, my Father, my Lover, when I was 13 years old. Bringing back the memories of how Jack led me to Christ. There were lots of love and care. Sacrifices of time, energy, and money. What does it take to bring a person to Christ, and disciple him until he can stand on his own? Usually takes about 3 years. I was reading the "Cell Church" page on IMPACT's website, and this phrase hit me. "Everyone can disciple 12 people", then the next phrase "Everyone receives ministry, and in turn gives it away". How many people am I discipling now? Just 1 or 2, and I'm already feeling hot headed and many times don't really know what to say or what to do. But here it says each person can disciple 12 people???!! My ceiling of faith needs a raise. Again, just a reminder to myself, "you can do everything for God, but if it's not coming out from LOVE, it means NOTHING!" LOVE LOVE LOVE!! Always go back to LOVE!! Like what Joy said, "God's been so good to us, we want His presence, it's done, we want His Spirit, it's here, we want feathers and gems, we got em. What's next? We've received, we need to give!" After Encounter Conference, let's all have a Giveaway Conference on our own. Haha.
Me and Crystal, and maybe some other people, will have the "Can I Pray For You" thing tomorrow from 1-2pm at the Belltower, which is the center of our campus. Please pray for us!! We want to bring down His presence on campus!!!!!!!
Watch out! W.R. are going OUT!!
I need to get a deep drink of Him and soak myself in His love.
Ps. Hum... this kind of looked like T-shirt design #6. :p
-sala<3



