i am so super lazy to write my blog now = =|||
so many things to write about gah.... its piling up i don't wanna write i don't wanna write i don't wanna write!!!!!!
i need help. = =
-sala<3
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
DREAM: Ministry House
On the night of Februray 5th, 2009, I received a dream about a ministry house. It wasn't any ordinary ministry house, but it was a house for my own ministry and disciples. Just like Jesus and the twelves. The interesting thing was, the house was actually just a bigger size of my real house in Taiwan! Jasmine, Joe Kim, Ruth and Joe Rodriguez were in my dreams. These were the only people I knew from real life, the rest were strangers but in the dream they were part of my twelve disciples. In the dream we were sending Joe Kim off to Campus Awaken Conference at Bethel Church, Redding. (Exactly what we were gonna do the next morning.) Then a sheet of word document was opened before me (not a scroll but word document. haha, yes I believe heaven has advanced. lol), and on the document there was the list of names of the disciples and which trainings they've been to or are going to go.
See, I were to finish college by March and by Februrary I still have no clue who's gonna take my baton of revival fire for UCR. I was really worried, though I knew God's in control. Until this dream happened, I knew even deeper in my heart that God has already prepared people to rise them up at the perfect moment. And He did. A couple of weeks after the dream, people from all over came to me and I get to train them, disciple them and really pour out that fire and anointing God gave me upon them. Now these amazing warriors are fighting on UCR campus, establishing a house of prayer, and keeping that revival fire burning brighter among themselves and others.
I praise God that I was able to go to a campus, make an impact, raised up more stuent leaders to take the baton and run even harder. I died as the seed and I can see the fruits. That's the most rewarding thing. Everything was worth it! Praise Jesus! Glory to God!!!
Next territory of invasion... kids. ;)
-sala<3
See, I were to finish college by March and by Februrary I still have no clue who's gonna take my baton of revival fire for UCR. I was really worried, though I knew God's in control. Until this dream happened, I knew even deeper in my heart that God has already prepared people to rise them up at the perfect moment. And He did. A couple of weeks after the dream, people from all over came to me and I get to train them, disciple them and really pour out that fire and anointing God gave me upon them. Now these amazing warriors are fighting on UCR campus, establishing a house of prayer, and keeping that revival fire burning brighter among themselves and others.
I praise God that I was able to go to a campus, make an impact, raised up more stuent leaders to take the baton and run even harder. I died as the seed and I can see the fruits. That's the most rewarding thing. Everything was worth it! Praise Jesus! Glory to God!!!
Next territory of invasion... kids. ;)
-sala<3
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
GOD
I am so overwhelmed, stoked, thrilled, stunned, extremely overfilled... by GOD!!!
I don't know what to do!!! Gahh!!
I feel like I'm gonna explode, be crushed... I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO DESCRIBE ANYMORE.... *0* >m< X____X I don't even know what facial expression to use.... GOD!!!!
GOD... YOU ARE TOO GLORIOUS TOO POWERFUL TOO BIG FOR ME I CAN'T TAKE IT!!!!
It's like.... OH EM GEEE.....!!!!!
Ps. God, my love.
-sala<3
I don't know what to do!!! Gahh!!
I feel like I'm gonna explode, be crushed... I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO DESCRIBE ANYMORE.... *0* >m< X____X I don't even know what facial expression to use.... GOD!!!!
GOD... YOU ARE TOO GLORIOUS TOO POWERFUL TOO BIG FOR ME I CAN'T TAKE IT!!!!
It's like.... OH EM GEEE.....!!!!!
Ps. God, my love.
-sala<3
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Sarah Must Die
Went to TheCall tonight, met and chatted with many great people.
Eddie went too and we chatted for a long time. He was once again sharing about dying to oneself. As the great and mighty men were battling at Rome, they didn't climb up to the hills but stayed at the plain field and fought with extreme courage and fire. Then the hills were brought down flat to the ground, and they could see God's glory again. People think they need to get to the top of the hills of the society in order to conquer the hills. Wrong! In order to conquer the hills you must first die to yourself and stand your ground. During the process of climbing up the hills many times we became compromised and when we're at the top we no longer have the fire. "Dying to the dream of success, but live the dream of helping others to succeed, then God will bring success to you." That was what God spoke to Matthew, the pastor of Dream Center. I've always had the mindset or ambition of climbing up to the top of the seven mountains of the society in order to have the loudest voice and biggest impact of bringing the good news to men. However, after listening to what Eddie shared, I came to a realization that there is no time to me to go up at the very top, and there is no room for me to compromise to get to the top. I simply cannot compromise!! But then, after knowning about my situation with my dad, his connections in the seven mountains, his company... Eddie told me that if its God's will for you to do so, then He'll open doors for you and the doors cannot be shut by men. Before we took off, Gordon told me that before I shared about my situation w/ my dad and his connections and such, he felt that I have the anointing of William Wilberforce, the guy who single handed changed the history through politic in the movie Amazing Grace. I was stunned and praising God for what He has in store for me. When I was in Florida for Lakeland Outpouring, I received a prophecy that God will give me divine business strategies and ideas to run businesses. I believe and I know God is definitely going to use me in that area in some part of my life... I need to fast and pray.
Another thing Eddie shared that really struck me was the simple Greatest Commandment. Love your God with all your heart all your strength all your mind and all your soul. Second, love your neighbor as yourself. Many people's known these verse since little, but how many actually know the meaning of it all. The first verse talks about loving God with ALL that you've got!! ALL your love is poured unto God that there is NO comparison between the love you have for Him versis the love you have for others. When He says love your neighbor as yourself, what does He mean? How do we love ourselves?? Jesus said we ought to die to ourselves and carry the cross every minute of the day we're to be called His disciples. When you love your neighbor as yourself, you're calling your neighbors out to also die for Christ, urge them to carry the cross, deny themselves and love God with all that they've got.
Last thing he shared that struck me was Matthew 5:6 "Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they will be filled." Eddie described the hunger and thirst as starving to a point that you are wiling to go to war for food. That is how desperate you must be for righteousness. Are you thirsty and starved for righteousness enough to stand for it when you hear professor or students proclaim things that are unrighteousness and defend for the truth? Yes, professors have power over your grades but they have no power over your eternal life. Are you afraid of men or are you afraid of God? Are you afraid to fail (including grades and expectations from parents) for God? (I wrote, "Don't be afrad of failing for God" inside my Bible years ago.) Awaken us Lord.
-sala<3
Eddie went too and we chatted for a long time. He was once again sharing about dying to oneself. As the great and mighty men were battling at Rome, they didn't climb up to the hills but stayed at the plain field and fought with extreme courage and fire. Then the hills were brought down flat to the ground, and they could see God's glory again. People think they need to get to the top of the hills of the society in order to conquer the hills. Wrong! In order to conquer the hills you must first die to yourself and stand your ground. During the process of climbing up the hills many times we became compromised and when we're at the top we no longer have the fire. "Dying to the dream of success, but live the dream of helping others to succeed, then God will bring success to you." That was what God spoke to Matthew, the pastor of Dream Center. I've always had the mindset or ambition of climbing up to the top of the seven mountains of the society in order to have the loudest voice and biggest impact of bringing the good news to men. However, after listening to what Eddie shared, I came to a realization that there is no time to me to go up at the very top, and there is no room for me to compromise to get to the top. I simply cannot compromise!! But then, after knowning about my situation with my dad, his connections in the seven mountains, his company... Eddie told me that if its God's will for you to do so, then He'll open doors for you and the doors cannot be shut by men. Before we took off, Gordon told me that before I shared about my situation w/ my dad and his connections and such, he felt that I have the anointing of William Wilberforce, the guy who single handed changed the history through politic in the movie Amazing Grace. I was stunned and praising God for what He has in store for me. When I was in Florida for Lakeland Outpouring, I received a prophecy that God will give me divine business strategies and ideas to run businesses. I believe and I know God is definitely going to use me in that area in some part of my life... I need to fast and pray.
Another thing Eddie shared that really struck me was the simple Greatest Commandment. Love your God with all your heart all your strength all your mind and all your soul. Second, love your neighbor as yourself. Many people's known these verse since little, but how many actually know the meaning of it all. The first verse talks about loving God with ALL that you've got!! ALL your love is poured unto God that there is NO comparison between the love you have for Him versis the love you have for others. When He says love your neighbor as yourself, what does He mean? How do we love ourselves?? Jesus said we ought to die to ourselves and carry the cross every minute of the day we're to be called His disciples. When you love your neighbor as yourself, you're calling your neighbors out to also die for Christ, urge them to carry the cross, deny themselves and love God with all that they've got.
Last thing he shared that struck me was Matthew 5:6 "Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they will be filled." Eddie described the hunger and thirst as starving to a point that you are wiling to go to war for food. That is how desperate you must be for righteousness. Are you thirsty and starved for righteousness enough to stand for it when you hear professor or students proclaim things that are unrighteousness and defend for the truth? Yes, professors have power over your grades but they have no power over your eternal life. Are you afraid of men or are you afraid of God? Are you afraid to fail (including grades and expectations from parents) for God? (I wrote, "Don't be afrad of failing for God" inside my Bible years ago.) Awaken us Lord.
-sala<3
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Month of Love
I should update before Feb. ends...
Basically the first half of this month is to prepare for Love Tent. Really didn't felt that people are as united and fired up to gather and pray for our campus this year. Last year there was so much more unity, and everything went miraculously smooth. Woohoo praise God! This year, didn't get amplify sound approved, didn't get overnight permit, was raining, even cops came by... but still praise God! Talking to Eddie Brown and told him our "hardship", he said, "That's good, it means God trusts you guys more and you can face bigger challenges now!" Amen to that! Because even though all these things happened, Love Tent still happened successfully!! Hallelujah! :D
NEWS FLASH!!!
CSULB is doing Love Tent too!!
Feb 26-27 @ 7am-11pm 40hr straight!!
If you would like to support, sign-up here: http://www.wejoinin.com/sheets/ijwwd
Recently I've been practicing guitar/keyboard more often now, simply because I want to worship Him. My heart is just pulled to do so, which is perfectly normal for lovers of God right? =) I love Jesus and Jesus loves me. I can feel His love 24/7 again, I'm so happy! Feb. has been pretty rad so far...
-sala<3
Basically the first half of this month is to prepare for Love Tent. Really didn't felt that people are as united and fired up to gather and pray for our campus this year. Last year there was so much more unity, and everything went miraculously smooth. Woohoo praise God! This year, didn't get amplify sound approved, didn't get overnight permit, was raining, even cops came by... but still praise God! Talking to Eddie Brown and told him our "hardship", he said, "That's good, it means God trusts you guys more and you can face bigger challenges now!" Amen to that! Because even though all these things happened, Love Tent still happened successfully!! Hallelujah! :D
NEWS FLASH!!!
CSULB is doing Love Tent too!!
Feb 26-27 @ 7am-11pm 40hr straight!!
If you would like to support, sign-up here: http://www.wejoinin.com/sheets/ijwwd
Recently I've been practicing guitar/keyboard more often now, simply because I want to worship Him. My heart is just pulled to do so, which is perfectly normal for lovers of God right? =) I love Jesus and Jesus loves me. I can feel His love 24/7 again, I'm so happy! Feb. has been pretty rad so far...
- My Deborah took me to a cemetery in the middle of the night, as we were walking there I had complete peace over me. Also, there was a mental hospital right next to it. We went there because I needed to use the restroom, and then we saw some demonic children. A 2 year old girl glared at her, it was pretty creepy. We should go back and cast some demons out next time! Haha!
- Went to RHOP during Valentine's Day for their night service (the night when they started their 24/7 prayer/worhip chain!) and encountered drinking fire from heaven for the first time!! I could literally feel fire flowing right in front of me and I can just scoop it up w/ my hands and drink it!! Prophetic drawings/sculptures/products are portals of heaven and earth, it can bring healing, encounters of God and touch of Holy Spirit. I felt fire dripping on my hand by just touching a drawing, my friend got healed from her sore throat by doing the same thing!
- Preached and testified what happened at RHOP to GTM (my cell group at UCR), and we tried it out. It was about 7 or 8 people who came and all of us were touched by the Holy Spirit! I was totally drunk in the Spirit, just by drawing and standing on some pictures others drew! I felt electricity running through my finger tips and it almost felt like I can just play w/ the electricity between my fingers! Ha! Prayed for a girl who's never encountered such manifestation of the Holy Spirit, she touched the drawing as we prayed for her, she felt vibration and electricity shocks on her hands! Her body was heated up too! A guy who has problem dealing w/ fear got delivered and after prayer he's filled w/ peace! Praise God! We all drew pictures and we could find verses that match w/ each picture! Craziness. There were connectiong between all of our spirits and God's Spirit, it was so crazy... We only played worship songs w/ laptop and drew prophetic art, and God brought a Holy explosion in the room! LOL! Sweeet!!
- Teriyaki Bowl's boss got healed! (I work there, so he's my boss) He said 10 years ago his doctor told him he has cyst in his pancrea (胰臟), and it could grow into cancer cell. He didn't check it within this decade and two weeks ago he started to have sever pain several times a day. It was bad for him because he just canceled his health insurance because he thought he was pretty healthy and wanted to save some bucks. If he were to have surgery it would cost him tens of thousands now. Before he went to get a check-up, I prayed for him and told him to trust God because He loves and He heals! Later in the week I asked him how was the result, he said, "The result from blood test and x-ray showed that my pancrea is completely clean and healthy w/ no problem at all!" C'mon praise God for He is super faithful!!
- .... MORE TO COME.... "GodSpeak Conference @ UCR" "Love Tent CSULB" "ReCall - Elijah Revolution"... etc. =D
-sala<3
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